2005-05-26 - 2:31 p.m.
AHHHH!!!! IM GONNA KILL EVERYBODY! Im so fucking mad today!! Im just so angry at like everything I cant even describe it. I definetely got a zero in the last math quiz i just took today, but I dont care, Im so fucking tired of math, and yeah, you know what, it is second semester senior year, and yes I have fucking senioritis, wanna know why??? Cause everybody in this town is a fucking asshole and I just wanna murder them.
Its not just normal senioritis, its like I hate my town-itis, I cant believe my mom or anybody else that moved here could ever think that this is a good town or that it has some kind of "better school system" cause frankly, Manchesters was better, it may be an overcrowded school but you know what, at least that school has money. Tolland high school is so fucking broke I think they actually have to PHOTOCOPY graph paper onto normal paper, cause they cant pay the extra what like 1/2 a cent per page to have little blue squares printed onto them????
Everyone keeps going like oh theres black peope in manchester bla bla, no fucking duh. You know what, theres every type of person you can imagine in manchester cause thats what we call a diverse population, and its a GOOD THING because it teaches people how to get along and work together despite differenes.
Of course in Tolland, theres what, 2 black people? Darien and Wally, its frightening when I can name all the black people in the town off the top of my head, and not even use more than one hand to count. And the rest of the population? Its so starved for diversity that were literally forced into cliques so that there will be some sort of differences between all of us.
And you know what ends up happening? Everybody in each of the cliques is just a fucking carbon copy of the others. All of the people in the stupid preps are the same person, Troy, Kevin, Chris, they might as well all be named Prep #'s 1 through 3, because in my mind theyre pretty much the same fucking person. And Troys mohawk? No. Thats what I have to say to that, you CANNOT make a mohawk a preppy thing, it cant be and it never EVER will be, Im happy that everybody told him it looked like shit and that he felt like an idiot for the day, and even more of an idiot the next day cuz he shaved it off. He deserves it.
Him and all his fucking little twats that follow him around and giggle and end up playing musical chairs with eachothers reproductive organs. Each one of the people in that clique has probably slept with each of the others at one point or another, probably a few of them even at the same time. The girls are all the same people, and the guys are all the same people, they may as well combine into two giant hair sprayed and Abercrombie'd organisms, or at that even one since they have sex so fucking much theyre pretty much attached half the time anyways. The best part is that if they all were to combine into one person, or if they were to all like switch names for a day or something, NOBODY WOULD NOTICE. If Jen and Cara were to switch names or something for a day and just start acting like eachother...oh wait, they act the SAME ANYWAYS. Basically nobody would notice, probably not even their boyfriends cuz they have so much sex with the same group of people they cant even differentiate anymore.
I think I should probably stop bitching now before I like break the keyboard or something. *twitches from anger* Im so angry today Im like shaking, that hasnt happened in the longest time. And the best part? I get to go home and lets see....do my Newsweek, the most pointless assigments in the history of life, finish writing a four page paper for English, and then do seven problems Parzych gave us to "help" us, but actually ended up frustrating me more because I already have enough fucking work to do god damnit!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!
